night, before 1:50 AM but written later —

See if humans can perform “miracles” like Jesus, for the sick:

(start by visiting Madame G, an old patient of Az in a retirement home in Évreux AND offer her to change the world next year if she’s bored)
visit Hélène L, Alzheimer. Az says she drew the curtain because she had to manage 3 households “down to the last detail” in decivilization of domination. It’s too much.

Tell her she can come back if the world changes next year. For a human world instead of an inhuman one. Either before to vote, or after when she has seen the world changed and livable. What would a livable world be for her? Add that to the program.

If it works, tell the Pope that we did like Jesus by being human, loving people AND changing the world (the Church prevented him by diverting Jesus’ message for its own benefit/domination).

email to Mireille in response to Daniel’s news regarding his cancer treatment. Could a humane humanity replacing decivilization of domination help him against cancer and the harmfulness of medications? The Pope needs human support so that the Church can act humanely instead of inhumanely. Like how the Pope is a prisoner of the macho misogynistic Vatican even though he was declared infallible in matters of dogma. It’s the Vatican that holds the reins.

Would our relationships not be much better for Az in a civilization of interactive benevolent human relation?
Az says my 3 sisters all have quite special lives. They said, for them, daddy’s upbringing is disastrous.

For me, it’s ideal and the couple’s relationship too because the disagreements were only so the other would accept something positive for them (go on vacation)/a more human life. He preferred to benefit his wife and children, he didn’t count but had to hold on to ensure them a material and human life in the sense of “the essential is invisible to the eyes”.
I broke Jean-Denis’ marriage proposal to Geneviève like a macho. As if I had to intervene negatively in others’ lives. That’s what ALL hierarchical /ALL dominant do every day.
Their lives would have been real lives in human civilization. Same for all women.

(it’s 3:03 AM)

7:40 AM —

Sexual predator? Change the world next year in the presidential elections.

8 AM —

We have tons of positive things to do every day.

And which do us good.

Why waste time doing negative things?

Decivilization of domination, you are/kill too much.

8:30 AM —

Information?

“Grand oral” of Jean-Michel Blanquer

“importance I attach to this test”.

We don’t care what he attaches after years of school where all expression is curbed/blocked since primary school. And one more domination, that’s always what’s imposed. It’s good for decivilization of domination.

“Fundamental teachings: read, write, count, respect others.”

Why doesn’t the State do it? Because in decivilization of domination, it’s the State of Inhuman Law, Inhuman Authority, Inhuman Order, Inhuman Police, the strongest inhuman, the best inhuman, the most prestigious inhuman.

Hierarchy is inhuman by definition because

neither relational (one-way directive imperative descending),
neither human (the law is harsh but it’s the law),
neither interactive (the boss is always right, I want to see only one head),
neither benevolent (that would be a weakness, a fatal mistake to any domination, take down the enemy before they have time to greet me with a smile).

—

humanity
inhumanity

kindness
incivility

smile
 

equality
superiority

humanity
slavery

human priority
inhuman exclusivity

perfectly human
perfectly inhuman

entirely subjective, personalized,

human, alive
dead

others matter as much as I do
I’m the only one who matters

dissuade from being inhuman
dissuade from being human

Some people have been playing the inhuman for a few thousand years.

Problem, it kills 8 billion humans since the few consider the 8 billion as their slaves.

Direct democracy

Only the human is allowed, the inhuman is forbidden.
Each has their power (executive, legislative, judicial), and ONLY their power.

No one has power over them.
(added 04/41/2021 10 AM, spelling check)

They have power over no one but themselves

to eliminate their inhumanity. (end of addition)

No one should demand power over anyone.

No one should demand power over me.

—

A hardworking brother-in-law sister-in-law

—

I carry the board and the 2 trestles to Éva’s work.

Exchange of courtesy with a hardworking garbage truck driver (a green knight). Rue Jouye-Rouve. It’s all about who will let the other pass (I have the board on one shoulder). “Priority to those working. I’m just strolling with my board like others walk their dog”.

On the 2nd trip the trestles. A garbage truck driver (not the same truck, nor the same driver), on the street of the Square, offers me, with a huge smile, to throw my trestles into his hopper. I explain the situation to him.

Intersection Ramponneau/Tourtille. A Yellow Vest helps children cross from school. He thanks me for telling him he’s the sunshine of this intersection.

It comes naturally from me and them, because I run up the street Ramponneau and another tells me “good luck” – it’s not courage. With such encouragements, you can go to the ends of the earth.

Note for racists: they are all Black or almost. They are humans like everyone, what! And I am a slave of decivilization of domination like them, like the 8 billion, in this hierarchical world for a few thousand years.

A Nanny Lady, tandem stroller. She hesitates to pass because a truck takes almost the entire sidewalk in front of the clinic. I offer her my help and 2 passages. She tries and easily passes. She thanks me. To apologize for bothering her, I say: I struggle with our car’s dimensions, but here I saw it could fit.

It’s Malise (= mom for her grandchildren) who taught me this.

The negative outlook creates ALL the problem of relations between inhuman and human.

Let’s change that next year and forbid breaking humanity.

—

I encounter Philo (she took care of Lucien and Octave, young ones).

Or rather she sees me because I’m in my thoughts.

She’s okay to change the world next year.

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Octave’s common points (his birthday soon):

there’s no room
gets upset when unjust/unbearable
trap, we can overflow on the rights of others in reaction to others who overflow on my rights (= abused childhood taking it out on others at school, and on his children later)
human, not inhuman.

1:28 PM —

Security/Inhuman Rule of Law.

The State’s brutality.

Az: it’s good to change.

5:37 PM —

“Never again” to decivilization of domination.

5:39 PM —

While bringing Brigitte’s salads to the children, I meet an Asian woman walking up the street with a stroller.

Humanity must be seen in the eyes, because she smiles at me as she passes (I have my mask on because I didn’t know that outdoors, it’s no longer mandatory since this morning).

Interesting, humanly.

8:05 PM —

“The blue hour”

Thank you for forwarding to Simone Schwartz-Bart

I heard a phrase from your interview: “a black child will change the world”.

We are ALL, the 8 billion, black slaves of decivilization of domination.

​​​​​​​Next year let’s change for a human world, instead of the current inhuman.

/

Kind humanely,

Jean

“Tribute to the black woman”, life fragments of forgotten afro-descendant heroines of great history. As it reappears in 2021, Simone Schwartz-Bart is in the Blue Hour.